Well here I am once again updating this site my birthday is on September 15, I know your going to send me a present, right? I haven't really changed much this past year. This will be a turning point in my life. I guess you all know that for the last few years I have been interested in being a veterinarian yet I was truly thinking about switching to LAW. Isn't that a shaker. I never thought I would be interested in the LAW being in a family of lawyers. Yet in the past year I have really enjoyed aspects of it. I went to a few jury trials and did some side work this summer on them same few cases. So I guess it's settled I am going into LAW. The sad part is will anything be the same any more. Will I have the chance to reach my dreams. I know each and everyone of you are watching the event's that have taken place here in the US. The tragedy is so overwhelming, I can not phantom what the future holds. For some the thought of war is first hand, for others they pray that it doesn't come to that. Myself I am at a cross road. I want to believe that my country is the strongest, bravest, and most powerful in the world. The freedom here compared to other places has always been thought of as over indulgent by the outside world. Yet each and everyone of you strive and dream and wish you could have the chance to grow up here in my country, to have the abilities that I have for education, entertainment and freedom of being. Yet, the very ones of you that want so much from us are the first to condemn us with your hatred. Should my country be so lenient as to keep letting in outsiders and making it harder for us here to live in peace. Should we admit and permit the enemy to penetrate us and have the means to harm us. There is my dilemma, my heart says we are made up of a mixture of races, and my head says if you don't like AMERICA get the hell out. I have been a advocate of peace throughout my life yet my temper flares when I am assaulted. This attack was an assault on me as well as my country. So as I am but still a child I must not utter a word of my own but wait for the adults to make the decisions that will embrace my future and set my path in the direction I will go. I am sadden by what will transpire, and more so I am scared. I am into writing a lot these days. It seems that since my life is so limited I have lots of time for writing. I met a lot of great people on the IRC and even that seems so distant right now. I have not been on more than a handful of times since the beginning of summer. I have no idea what is going to happen in the next year. Growing by leaps and bounds bring new thoughts.
I am still riding horses on a daily basis. I have a beautiful filly (female) horse. She is just reaching three years old. What I love about her most is the gentle personality. She is big boned with large colors of brown and white and a plush of black spun in her main (hair). Check her out and tell me what you think. She is awesome. I have owned her since birth but being an ARABIAN horse we have to wait until the age of three for their knees to close so that they are strong enough to hold someone on the back. Anyway I am breaking her now for my next years show string. ( UPDATE ON MY MARE). I have her broke to ride and training her now to compete in the show ring next summer. I will make a section of this site dedicated to my three most favorite horses. Well this years favorite anyway.
Beyond her and Hyatti I am not working with any other horses for the moment. Other things on my agenda. I just started back to classes, and I am on the local Equestrian Team, for those of you that do not know what that is (Local Horse Riding Team made up of school teams that compete with other school teams to make the championships at state level)
I use to hang out on /Server. IRC.Arabco.net but for the lack of people there my finances felt it was time to forfeiture it and get back to one that will not cost me out of my poor pocket. If you are on DALnet you can join #AngelWinks and find me in there. The internet is full of dangerous people please be careful where you go and what you say. I have found so many people on here out to play games in one form or another. I can not say I have not been part of that game but in all reality I have out grown the need for games. I want only to talk to my friends and meet new people that are interesting to talk with and learn from them about interesting things.
Normal...what is normal I am sitting here talking to MadLeb on normal and what it is. The question for each of us is different. Well I will leave you with that thought. Hopefully you will return time and time again for updates...where this site is going I am not sure but I will try to make it interesting.